Hi friends!
I know it’s been quite some time since I touched base. I’ve been focusing a lot on finding answers to my pain. 32 long months later, I finally received a diagnosis today.
It took roughly a dozen PTs, 4 Chiros, 1 pain mgmt doc, 2 PM&R docs, 2 ENTs, a couple gastroenterologists, a neurologist, a neurosurgeon, two surgeries and a lot of medication cocktails. Don’t even get me started on the stress and anxiety.
Today I met with a neurosurgeon. He pointed out the degeneration of my atlanto-occipital joint, comparing it to that on the other side. The left is basically worn out. But because my symptoms aren’t “life threatening” such as no loss in ROM, nor spinal cord compression, I’m not at the point of surgery. If I were, surgery is serious and invasive; fusing C1-C3 to my skull and losing most of my ROM. This is as terrifying as dealing with the pain itself.
I’m left to figure out what conservative treatment entails…the neurosurgeon specializes in a narrow scope of surgical treatment only so conservative treatments really aren’t in his wheelhouse. He did suggest a few holistic approaches which he firmly believes need to be exhausted before considering this surgery.
So, I have a 2nd opinion scheduled for 1/3/23 and until then am exploring Botox injections, a very specific neck strengthening program (it’s like a non traditional strengthening boot camp just for cervical spine) and have an upper cervical chiro on my list to meet with.
I’m glad to have a reliable diagnosis but am crushed this can’t be fixed. To say the least, I’m in this fearful place of disbelief wondering how I can get even 50% relief. It is painful. Also acknowledged by this surgeon is the glossopharyngeal nerve involvement causing the burning. He said that is a nerve that they have to take great care of when doing surgery. I think I can say with certainty that this is the nerve impacted.
So, I wanted to come back and update so as not to leave others hanging on what the ultimate outcome in my case was. Closure here, and on to the next.
Best always to those who find comfort and answers here. My hope is that everyone finds the relief they need!
Peace & love.