Hello everyone. I’m new here. I’ve spent my free time exploring this site today and I’m so relieved to have found this community. The information shared here has already been a blessing to me! Thank you! Here’s a little bit about me and some snapshots from my scans. Your advise is greatly appreciated.
My symptoms are:
- Starting in Feb 2025 - daily constant pain on both sides in the deepest part of my throat in the general area where my tonsils would be (removed as child). When I touch this area with my fingers, it feels hard like a contracted muscle that won’t relax. (OMF doc agreed there is “banding” there but said no ES showing on Xray). This is the place I feel the worst amount of pain. On a good day, the pain is equivalent to a headache. On a bad day, it escalates to migraine level. I get nauseous and have to lay down for the rest of the day. Incidentally, this typically happens in the afternoon/evening hours. I’ve deduced that eating and talking seem to exacerbate the pain.
- Tongue tingles and feels like a tired muscle that doesn’t want to do it’s job. I can pass all the tests the specialists give me regarding tongue movement, it’s just a lot of work!
- Constant ache at the base of skull.
- Tightness/pulling sensation when turning head to left/right.
- Tenderness from the join under my ear to the middle of my throat. The pain has never been in my face or below my voice box.
- Talking takes effort and my voice becomes strained but I never loose it. Its become my new normal so my husband doesn’t hear the strain but I feel it and hear it after prolonged conversation (which I try hard to avoid now bc I’ve deduced that I will suffer more if I talk too much).
- Sometimes it feels like I’m swallowing glass or sandpaper. This sensation is worse if I try to go off the pregabalin.
- Initially, it felt like there was something stuck in my throat but this isn’t as bad lately.
- Tinnitus
- One of things that confuses me and everyone else who hears my story, including my docs, is that although my symptoms are present all day/ every day, there are times when it’s manageable and other times when it’s so debilitating I’m on my knees asking the Lord to please just take me. I can exercise, go on long bike rides with a helmet on, and work but then there are days when the pain gets so bad I cannot do anything but lay down and beg for mercy. My husband and I have become obsessed with trying to find out what triggers these really bad days but after 18 months of this, we’re absolutely sure there’s no pattern of behavior that we can find to explain why the pain ebbs and flows.
The symptoms above are the ones I have had all day/ every day for the past 18 months . The only thing that varies is the severity. But I feel it is pertinent to emphasize the timeline and the way in which my symptoms got to this point. This actually all started in 2020!
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2020 - odd pain only in left part of my neck where my adam’s apple is located. I thought perhaps I strained myself exercising so I took a few days off and dismissed it. The sensation returned sporadically without too much interruption to my life throughout the year. No other symptoms that I recall during this year.
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2021 - left internal carotid artery dissection that led to TIA due to lifting heavy at the gym. I was given heparin and experienced a full and complete miraculous recovery! After the dissection healed, docs could see that I had Fibromuscular Dysplasia in both ICAs. Life moved on and believe it or not, this is a non-issue for me now (Praise the LORD!). Incidentally, all of my specialists have said my FMD is unrelated to my present pain. It does seem suspicious considering the location of my current symptoms, but I have been assured that all my arteries are super healthy, blood flow is fabulous, and there’s no aneurysm or stenosis found anywhere.
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2022 throughout 2023 - The familiar sensation that appeared in 2020 returns but with more frequency. I have vivid memories of talking all day at work, singing at church, or having prolonged conversation while eating with friends where it felt like I had to work to talk, my tongue was tired, and there was a tightening/pulling sensation in my neck/throat. It was mild and always went away but would come back and go away again so I never sought help.
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2024 - February I complained to my PCP for the first time. She gave me meds for acid reflux. We thought it worked but this was back when my symptoms were coming and going on their own. Looking back, we now know that I never had reflux.
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2024 - August, I complain again. Referred for TMJ symptoms to no avail. Again, my symptoms go away on their own.
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Jan/Feb 2025 - Life as I knew it, was over. My pain skyrocketed and now presented on both sides of the neck, up the back of my mouth to my tonsillar area, and involved my tongue. B/c of my history with ICA, I went to ER. I was cleared and sent home with Tylenol.
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Every body part has been scanned and all kinds of specialists have run tests and I’m just as bad as ever. I actually got my diagnosis for ES almost right away from Dr. Todd Fowler in TN. But I got two 2nd opinions (1 from Dr. John Delgaudio and the other from Dr. Mark Ellis). Both of them said no ES so that put me the path to nowhere. I’ve seen neuro, GI, rheumatology, and everyone in between to no avail. Here I am, 18 months later with no formal treatment plan and no real help.
Thanks for taking the time read my story. I appreciate your advise.











