Dr appt nov 3rd

I know that I haven't been a part of this group for long, but it's the only place where others know what I am saying is the truth and I am not crazy. This Thursday is another doctors appt. How is this one going to go? Are we finally going to schedule some CT scans? What if they don't show what I know is there? Is he going to cut my very few pain meds....again? I can hardly function as it is. Will I ever be back to myself again? Yup, having a pity party today but tomorrow will be better.