Hi all,
First things first, i'd like to thank the few members who have already left me comments on my wall... It really made me feel welcome in this very difficult/stressful time (especially knowing how busy most of you probably are with Holiday preparations :-). This is a little long, but i'll cut to the chase in saying that I have been diagnosed with Bilateral Eagle Syndrome (which of course is extremely rare)... I won't tell my life story, but back in 2006 I had my tonsils removed due to chronic tonsillitis & I have continued to suffer with worsening sore throats ever since. I am a singer which only makes matters worse, & I feel like my career has been on "hold" for the longest (if not nearly ruined) because the constant sore throats (along with THICK mucous drainage that seems to rest right on my vocal cords) make it so difficult to be consistent. Some days are "ok", while others are close to unbearable where I basically would rather be dead than to deal with the pain i'm feeling (I just get so sick of it, especially after 7 years of dealing with it). The pain is usually strongest on the left side, but sometimes it hits both (oddly enough, the right side is the only side where I have issues with my tongue "clapping" against the pharyngeal arch at the back of my soft palate [I felt like this was from my soft palate dropping following my tonsils being removed, but one doctor strongly believes that the eagle syndrome is causing this]). In any event, after 7 years of suffering & having pointless post nasal/acid reflux/etcetcetc meds thrown at me from various ENT doctors over the years, now I finally know what needs to be done. With that being said, here are my concerns:
Where it stands right now (after a 1st appt, a 2nd appt & a 3rd appt, all w/ 3 different doctors), I have two ENT doctors who can do the procedure as of right now. The first doctor does it INTRAORALLY (which is what I would prefer) while the second one does it EXTRAORALLY... The second one came highly recommended & he is so kind, but i'm being honest in saying that I just don't want those big scars on each side of my neck, nor do I want to take a chance on muscle damage that could cause me to smile crooked/etc on either side (as he put it). I know, most people probably couldn't care less about either of the above, but when your goal is to make a living on stage/in front of cameras/etc, all of the above is a BIG deal (I don't want my smile compromised if I can avoid it, & [as a guy] I don't want to have to wear makeup on each side of my neck in order to cover up the scars each & every time I step out my front door)...
As mentioned, it seems like the condition is very rare, so i'm having quite a difficult time finding images of people who have had the surgery procedure done EXTRAORALLY (i'm not 100% decided, although I hope to make a decision very soon)... I did find a couple images via Google, but it seemed as though the images were taken shortly after surgery (or at least I would hope it was shortly after surgery, as the scarring really sticks out like a sore thumb). Out of the images I DID find, the scars just became a complete turnoff for me & as of right now/as a result, i'm leaning towards just going with the first doctor or some other doctor who will willingly/successfully do the procedure INTRAORALLY... As much as I want this though, my main concern is that I don't want the issue to remain &/or resurface a couple months/years after I have the procedure done.
In my case, both of my styloid process ligaments are nearing 7CM on each side, they are already making contact with the back of my throat & it seems to get worse every few months (which, in part, is why i'm so anxious about getting this taken care of as quickly as possible). I'm horrible at explaining this, but according to this latest doctor, he is saying that on each side the elongated styloid process ligaments are not 100% solid whereas one or more parts (on either side or both) are separated. As much as I want the INTRAORAL approach, I want to make sure that they get out everything they need to get out & I want to make sure that the ligaments don't grow back &/or cause more issues after the fact.
Aside from the scarring on both sides & risk of possibly obtaining a crooked smile (thanks to damaged neck muscles/etc), my other concern with the doctor doing the EXTRAORAL approach is the fact that he only wants to do one side at a time AND he wants me to wait 3 months before having the second one done... Not sure if that is 100% necessary or if he just wants to make more money by scheduling it as 2 separate surgeries, but for my own personal reasons (several reasons), I just don't want to wait that long & would rather have both sides done at once (or have both sides done within no longer than a month from each other).
So in summary, here's what I'm hoping some of you can help me with (hopefully soon, as i'm planning to schedule surgery by next Monday :-):
#1. Can anyone who has had the procedure done via the EXTRAORAL approach share their success & share some images from #1 shortly after your surgery AND #2 a few months afterwards (without makeup) so that I can see just how visible the scars are initially & a few months later (btw- i'm darker skinned, so if you are in the same boat that would be a HUGE plus). This would really help me to make up my mind, as all of the images i'm seeing show the scar sticking out like a sore thumb (aside from one were the young lady is beautiful but has makeup on & I can't tell just how visible the scars are). Once again, this is REALLY important to me.
#2. Can anyone in a situation similar to mine share their success with the INTRAORAL approach & can anyone advise me as to whether or not the INTRAORAL approach would have any possibly disadvantages in my case (with BOTH styloid processes ligaments A. being near 7CM, B. already making contact with the back of my throat, C. possibly segmented in 1 or more spots & D. calcified)? I would try to upload some screen shots of the images on this CD, but the CD isn't pulling up for some odd reason. If I can get it to pull up after reboot, i'll attach some later.
#3. Can anyone suggest ways to completely/quickly rule out glossopharyngeal neuralgia prior to me going through the eagle syndrome surgery??? I read up on Glossopharyngeal neuralgia the other week, it seems that this condition can cause eagle syndrome & I would hate to have this go undiagnosed after everything i've been through with the very condition it has been known to cause. Since day one, I've been trying to get to the ROOT of the problem & I just don't want to have anything else overlooked at this point.
#4. Lastly, can anyone share any thoughts on what I mentioned above &/or any last thoughts before I decide on this???
At this point, i'm just so frustrated with these doctors/etc, i'm emotionally drained from dealing with all of this for so long now, & i'm very anxious. I'm so tired of feeling like nobody understands the severity of what i'm going through (especially as a singer), but more than anything i'm so done with suffering & I just want this condition to be resolved quickly (preferably before the 1st week in February 2015 at the VERY latest) so that I can move on with my life & career. I'm in Phoenix, Arizona btw & if anyone inboxes me i'll gladly share the names of the doctors I have narrowed it down to so far & maybe we can meet/chat face to face sometime. Thanks in advance guys & really hope to hear from some of you! God bless
-eaglewontbeatme